vic: i know u know it lah!! SHHH! HAHAHAHA.
lihui: ahh, it's gna be thurs soon!! i very very very long time nv see you liao!! :DDD


HAPPY THINGS.
stayed back in skl to watch bball match between 407 and 402.
we lost by 3points, but 407's still de best! i love 407! :D
and i realise tt almost everyone play bball all become very cool very shuai! ALMOST.! LOL.
hmm, marcus's last ball was super cool okay! de 3point one, like left last few seconds!
aye, everyone is jus so very cool!
posh is like so different when he plays bball can, like not so funny anymore(more cool)! ;D
raymond plays without his specs, den we're saying tt he scores better when without his specs. like, he can't aim properly with his specs! LOL.
joel hurt his legs! and i think alot of ppl leg pain or something? they look very in pain lah, so scary! hahahs.
mingqian also very cool! haha, he's like de very big big man man one! and he keeps touching his hair! like, play ball also must have nice nice de hair okay! must shuai shuai cool cool de okay! HAHAHA!
ahhh, one word, COOL! :D


SAD THINGS.
my L1R5 for midyears is 28! how motivating, LOL.
but anyway, yangping says his prelims is 36 and ur olvls is 17! so i MIGHT jus get 9 for my olvls! WOOTS!

content below isn't very nice,
it's also gna be abit confusing and messy, i think.
cos i'm gna use some "you" as i dun wana use names.
here it goes.

1; YOU.
i am UTTERLY DISAPPOINTED in you, seriously.
u may not have noticed, but i'm not as happy as i seemed to be.
see de point? u jus dunno anything.
u are always making me feel so un-----------,
MANY things are always not like how i thought it would/should be.
maybe u might just be reading this but u won't even know wad a shit i'm talking about.
i think i've put in enough effort and i've done my part.
it takes two hands to clap, rmb?

2; YOU.
u are super super far away from me.
but it's nice looking at u from far! :D
maybe one day u'll just look at me from de corner of ur eyes!
just one little peep will do!
at least, notice my presence.(:
HAHA, this is so stupid! omg, i can't believe i'm doing this.

i think i still have lots of things to say, but i dun wana blog them already lah.
it'll be useless anyway.
conclusion,
i won't try to act happy anymore.
i'll be as ELMO as i can if i dun feel happy, I DUN WANA CARE ANYMORE.
like, why must i put in so much effort when all i get is like, wth shit?
HAHA. and i'll be crazy if i feel happy.

used,